I lived outside in the Sonoran Desert for a year and I had this skull I’d painted with nail polish on a post next to a big cactus. I had a small tent and a fire pit and a little island of dust to myself with deep drainage channels (seasonal river beds or whatever) and I had a bunch of adventures and met all kinds of people. I still have a lot of friends from my time out there which included time living indoors for a year or so too as well after spending a lot of time in the city in the years before. I knew the city streets very well but I loved living out in the country on the other side of the Tucson Mountains. A lot of my stories here feature characters based on people I know but like the real life people are points of departure for more fantastical characters involved in fantastical narratives. But when I write about visiting a raven’s nest in a saguaro it is not too fantastical to me because I do things like that. I miss the desert.
I will post more about this stuff as I go. I should try and do more fiction where I can use pictures I actually have to illustrate stories.
Anyway one day a dude who hated me because I helped an old lady who called the cops on him trashed my camp and threw the skull into a thorny mesquite where I left it and just moved away from that camp and stayed in the city with my t girls for a while.
have a nice sunday
Your stories make me miss the desert. Nobody knows this but I'm uniquely miserable nowadays, I think about packing a bag and walking out of this apartment for good, away from SF, just disappearing over the horizon without telling anybody. I have a ton of stuff and I'm crammed into a sunless canyon of apartment buildings where I never talk to other human beings. You have little and live in wide open spaces where meth addicts destroy your camp, or did. It sounds good, or at least, not worse, and you have open space, which sounds very appealing. And apparently "girls" of some sort or other, which is a term that rings a bell but I honestly can't recall what means, beyond a vague positive association from years ago. Glad to see your writing showing up in my mailbox lately, a little fucking touch of relatable humanity, much appreciated in the desert that I live in. MK